this enrtry is delicated to my hamster xixi only(part of my life)
evrything is so great even when i'm sitting in the office with my frens.. we laugh so hard at those jokes & our tummy hurts
but my world seems to turn 360 degrees when i got home..
when i get to know my fav little thing pass away..
i'm so sad of her demise.. :( nothing culd beat the accompany of my darling xixi.. she is the onli one who will come to me whenever i call her.. *my heart literally shattered and tear into million pieces when i cant find her in the cage*
the day before she pass away, i tok lotsa things to her..
i understand that she is suffering from sickness so i did mention to her that i'll be strong and she can leave peacefully.. she will always live in my heart no matter wat happens..
though i cried so hard,
but i noe her leaving will be the best for she to struggle free from her pains..
my six sense told me that she cant live till end of friday, she is too weak to even drink the vaggie juice.. i knew she dun wanna to leave us and her eyes never leave my sight too..
tinking to see us for the last part of her life..
i realli love her in the deepest of my heart.. she never fail to keep me smiling..
sorry for those who ask me out ystd.. REALLY got no mood to go out and have fun.
on that night, my family went to my aunty's hSE to have xixi buried at their garden..
i burst into tears when i get to see my darling XIXI for the very last time before putting her into the soil with my own hands..
the most saddening moment is when i laid the soil over her body..
may my xixi RIP(rest in peace)
xixi, you muST always remember me.. mummy loveS u always.. <3
u're my sunshine..
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Hello. I'm Isabel, mostly a loud person and more often than not, I CAN laugh. Not the typical sort, it's like my laughter would penetrate and travel up and down your spine. Mwhahaha, scary much? Has an unusual fear of bugs (Entomophobia), even though most of them pose no threat to human kind. I abhor the mosquito actually, second to cockroaches. Yikes. Other than that, I love my boyfriend, friends (and family, duh) and I enjoy chatting more than anyone else. People say, I talk with a passion, with a whole lot of animated gestures (which often is, not necessary. Lol.) Has an obsession with cute stuff and people. Loves to sing and tv is my life-long soulmate. Can't live without them. :D
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Hello. I'm Isabel, mostly a loud person and more often than not, I CAN laugh. Not the typical sort, it's like my laughter would penetrate and travel up and down your spine. Mwhahaha, scary much? Has an unusual fear of bugs (Entomophobia), even though most of them pose no threat to human kind. I abhor the mosquito actually, second to cockroaches. Yikes. Other than that, I love my boyfriend, friends (and family, duh) and I enjoy chatting more than anyone else. People say, I talk with a passion, with a whole lot of animated gestures (which often is, not necessary. Lol.) Has an obsession with cute stuff and people. Loves to sing and tv is my life-long soulmate. Can't live without them. :D
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Hello. I'm Isabel, mostly a loud person and more often than not, I CAN laugh. Not the typical sort, it's like my laughter would penetrate and travel up and down your spine. Mwhahaha, scary much? Has an unusual fear of